Sickened

607 calories today, it should be zero really. I'm going to guess 700 yesterday.
It's getting better but it's still not quite good enough.


Is it possible to be an extremely negative person and positive person at the same time?
Or am I a pessimist that desires to be positive? OR am I an optimist that has been poisoned with negativity?
Why the hell do we have to label things to feel like we have an identity?

Although today I have to say I am proud that I am not Irish-
bloodyhellgodammitjesuschristfuckingwankshitbollocksonmaryandjoseph
-because I can say this and not be fined fucking £22,000. Even if the accent is a little bit sexy.


Anyway, referring to the title I am utterly sickened by everything today. The blaspheme fine, people, boredom, love, hate, exams, relationships, English language and literature, my parents forgetting to pick me up from my sister's house so I don't have the choice in whether I stay here tonight or not.
I've noticed that all the thing's that sicken me are all the things you have no choice or control over.

However with a sanguine disposition i will list the all the good things of today too: strawberry chapstick, interaction with friends, waking up from a good dream, reading the amusing titles of ludicrous facebook groups and actually managing to motivate myself into doing a maths paper, reading 5 pages of a chemistry textbook and the pavement coated in a veil of bedazzling sparkling ice emphasised by the dim light of the street lamp twinkling on it's frozen surface.

Nothing like a bit of pretentious description to end a blog.